My devils start their Winter holidays tomorrow.
What does it mean now for me? It means I gotta learn how to "share" them. I'm not used to not have them close to me.
It's crazy, painful.
For a few days, I'll feel sick inside, I'll keep myself as busy as possible. Sport and friends will be like Heaven. Sweet escape.
I've had a packet of cigarettes for 2 months. I've smoked one only.
2 others borrowed to friends.
I'll never let cigarettes be an addiction again, but these cigarettes have been truly good. I dream of that cigarette I'll have on one of those evenings, when I will think about the sleeping face of my babes, the peaceful rhythm of their heart. And miss them : )
Le tabac, c'est tabout, on en viendra tous à bout :P
ReplyDeleteEn plus ça pue et ça donne le cancer... Beurk.
ReplyDeleteA big hug to you
hehe ouais mais 'tain une bonne clope et ça repart, parfois.
ReplyDeletenon je vais pas retomber dedans : ))
big hug back ma jolie