the Killing

I've survived the Killing.

I thought no gossip could ever touch me. But for some days, it did. Maybe because I wasn't the only one concerned. I lost control over some situation and I really do hate that.

People wanting to hurt someone, I don't get it.
People might want to hurt when they are deeply jealous. But jealous of what? My life? really? I don't get it.

I don't even know who really wanted to hurt me but it's been a success.
I'm done with it but won't forget it.

In that collage, I've been about every character behind the iron bars. Today I am the pink haired one, on the top left :)

Battles

swallowing a hot coffee, feeling like I could share this coffee with someone.
Getting ready for work, kids, sport, kids, painting

Ready for work, girl?

Oh good! cause you've just got a job!

yeahhh! After, hm, 6 months, long... endless months.
Yesterday I got a call from the boss of a company I contacted a couple of weeks ago.
I was so much affected by Conan's brutal death that I couldn't share that good news, except with the kids.

A job, finally. Part-time job to be the boss' assistant.

The company... An association taking care of homeless people. What a different environment for me, so motivating.

My interview 2 weeks ago went ok it seems. I'm really really happy. I'll be working 2 afternoons and 2 mornings per week.

Can keep on with my painting biz and maybe find another part time job :)

No holiday for me this year. I don't care, except for my babes...
I want so much to take them abroad and explore the World with them. One day...

And maybe one day I can afford for those too..

PS: no way I can wear the WHITE ones... but make them red or black and oh yeahhh!

Jungle (chapter #38)

So here I am, still looking for a job. I think I'm not the only one by the way (lol when I get a job interview, the pile of resumes is truly impressive!)

My job hunt has been a bit slower lately... with my grand-ma last days and divorce judgement, it was hard to focus on it.
But I'm back to it.

Got a very good interview last week to be a receptionist/assistant (that more or less the pic I gave them, without all that contrast huhu,  they wanted a pic... They often want one!
And I fight hard to not look too tired... pfffff).

Got a super opportunity from a big internet company, but it was abroad... :( ... had to refuse. So frustrating, I could feel THE opportunity.

Medical assistant, part time actress (lol), assistant for laywers, assistant in associations welcoming homeless people, I answer any job offer I can.


Gotta be sure I don't work on weekends or in evenings.

People often worry that I have stopped having a regular job for 10 years.
Sigh.

But I've learnt to know how to sell myself now, and I learn everytime.

I am very curious what kind of job I'll get at the end (soon hopefully!)