the Killing

I've survived the Killing.

I thought no gossip could ever touch me. But for some days, it did. Maybe because I wasn't the only one concerned. I lost control over some situation and I really do hate that.

People wanting to hurt someone, I don't get it.
People might want to hurt when they are deeply jealous. But jealous of what? My life? really? I don't get it.

I don't even know who really wanted to hurt me but it's been a success.
I'm done with it but won't forget it.

In that collage, I've been about every character behind the iron bars. Today I am the pink haired one, on the top left :)

Not a Boy toy, but pretty close!

In a week I played with myself, rather my lil toys, pretty often.
From a beautiful never failing BB (blackberry), I switched to a sexy samsung nexus, to finally reach heaven with the Devil. Yeah, that tells a lot. ;-)

I swear I resisted a LOT before joining the Apple sect. The toy is... simply better, I could compare and can't deny it.. * shrugging*

Now I am waiting for my goodie, a custom made leather protection. I hesitated (not for long) between two designs (from the same God artist):

New colours

on my skin

I'm so happy.
They were already part of me before they were done.

My skin's just talking and it gets visible, that's all.
It feels good, being in tune with oneself







and more colours in my gallery

Now I want more colours in my veins, not just pale red : )

Doomed (Vultures are prowling)

Doomed (Vultures are prowling)
... is the last painting I've done and sold. So happy to sell my art sometimes! And this one is truly beautiful, big and imposing : )

I'm working on two others. I will soon contact an old cinema in the Montparnasse district that exhibit paintings and is pretty well known for that. 6 months to wait before showing one's art but it's something I wanna try : )

Say Cheese!

I always love the contrast between deadly aspect and glamour. The barbie is a perfect tool to express it : )
Same with fairy tales, pin-ups.

On this one, that deadly smile is perfect. (but LGaga's video's inspiration for sure).

What you see is never what it is they say. But a classic barbie gets this exact smile to me.

The artist is just revealing a reality. Love it.

Wanna join my cabin?

I only watch movies on my computer (lately at least). The Cabin in the woods has been a precious exception..

I expected a scary movie like I used to watch years ago. And it was. But very funny too, and clever enough.

Love the scene when the Blond french kisses a dead wolf! hehe woaaaaa. Not a readhead thingie! Neeeee ;-)

Heaven is a place on earth with you

I'm so sorry for the lack of news, the lack of answers to emails or messages. Any of them matters so much to me. Every word makes a difference.
Thank you... thank you, my beloved ones : )))

As always, I'm running after time.
I'm digesting the death of my grand-ma (she's burried at the feet of old mountains, and stupid, I worry she's cold, that really haunts me), I'm getting back to the job hunting, try to cope with the divorce process. And my babes. Lola's having epileptic crisis again, which is my priority now. And Loup is fine, but I keep a careful and attentive eye on him : )
They were very brave during the funerals, comforting their lil cousins.

I'm also back to the painting works. Finished a collage days ago, works on an order just now.
I don't give a fuck to the French elections that just happened. ** shrugging **. I paint, I do my own (adored) duty. : )

Heaven is here, and nowhere else. I have Hope, i'll find or build it.
Thank you, Gontran, for that song.

The wall

That's pretty cool. I got the confirmation my paintings will be exposed on big walls, for two months, September and October. Not in a gallery no, just a big shop near selling art equipment.
But they'll also make advertisement for me on their site, and that is pretty cool.

You get much more visitors there than in any gallery :P

Eat me

Finally I could make a photo of my last Alice's painting!

It's so flashy that even in the dark you can see it! :P

I really like it actually! For full details,
click here

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