I'm so sorry for the lack of news, the lack of answers to emails or messages. Any of them matters so much to me. Every word makes a difference.
Thank you... thank you, my beloved ones : )))
As always, I'm running after time.
I'm digesting the death of my grand-ma (she's burried at the feet of old mountains, and stupid, I worry she's cold, that really haunts me), I'm getting back to the job hunting, try to cope with the divorce process. And my babes. Lola's having epileptic crisis again, which is my priority now. And Loup is fine, but I keep a careful and attentive eye on him : )
They were very brave during the funerals, comforting their lil cousins.
I'm also back to the painting works. Finished a collage days ago, works on an order just now.
I don't give a fuck to the French elections that just happened. ** shrugging **. I paint, I do my own (adored) duty. : )
Heaven is here, and nowhere else. I have Hope, i'll find or build it.
Thank you, Gontran, for that song.
Thank you for popping in Sista - really, there is never any pressure from me to hear from you...but you know....well, I am simply over the moon happy when I do :-)))*^*^~*^*
ReplyDeleteJust looking at your Lables...."art, death, devils, dreams, motherhood, perso, struggle, work", life is pretty big for you at the moment - I'd be totally overwhelmed having to face all that at once and I'm sure all of us who love you, completely understand your need to take some space.
*^*^~Sending bucket-loads of sparkles that Lola's crisis settles back to normal sooner than soon and that, that part of life will be easier for you all.*^*^~
Love you!!! :-))*^*^~*^*
I know there's no pressure at all... but I just wish i'd take the time to sit down right now with an endless email to you, my best vitamine! **~~* ^* *
DeleteI put one step after the other. days might be heavy but i have many lil sparkles that help a lot. It should be fine, and soon. i wish : )))
I hope you're well my most precious one!!! Love youuuu thaaaaaaat much (dancing around our sofa and totem ;)! Mwaaaa**~~* ^* *
Others will find it, you, you will build your own heaven, because you can.
ReplyDeleteThis track is even better with video!
Sad to hear these fits are recurring. Stressful times aren't helping I guess. Things have got to improve and soon for you, I'm sure, hang in there.
ReplyDeleteyeah :(( she had a crisis the other day when a lil friend was sleeping here. Lola told me later she wanted to die rather than living with that :( :(
DeleteWe talked and she admitted it was not so bad and she was totally exaggerating : )
she hasn't got any crisis since a week now. Pheww : )